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Monday, 7 January 2013

Adoption and Beyond & other stuff

Good morning from Arundel Eccentrics.


Yesterday, was a very special day for us.
It was the day, very many years ago, the adoption of my son, was made official.
The day we went to court.

Actually, the day, my treasure stood up and said to the judge he wanted to stay with his new Mummy.

After months of uncertainty, the judge decreed this little boy, who I had grown to love, was officially mine.
Still brings tears to my eyes to think about it.

It's important to me and its important to Jay, a few thousand miles away,
He still goes out on the day to celebrate it.

His lovely wife would have been taking him out to lunch, or dinner yesterday, to mark the day.
He lives in California, where, after many years of hard work,  he is a highly successful and well respected, menswear designer.

I wrote this on my blog last January and said I hoped Jay wouldn't mind,and I told him if he was unhappy about it, I would remove it. Only to find, instead of asking me to delete it, he had actually cut and pasted it and put it on his and Krista's "wedsite" and that far from being annoyed he, and his close friends, were touched to read it.

Jay and Krista were married in September at the most stylish wedding I think I have ever attended.


Here is our story....................




HAPPY ADOPTION DAY
6TH JANUARY


I always wanted children and in the 
traditional sense it was a baby.
Over the years my ex husband and I 
went through all the normal stuff to achieve that, 
but it just never happened.

We decided we would look at adoption as an option 
and went to an adoption society in London,
 for an information evening.

The social worker told the small group, 
about3 case histories 
and Jay's was one of them.



By absolute chance...or maybe not...after the talk, 
when everyone was chatting and drinking coffee, 
we were looking at Jay's photo 
and I made a comment such as
" Oh look how beautiful he is"....

The social worker just happened to be behind us.
" Would you like to find out more about that little boy?"

The rest, as they say is history.


The social worker assigned to our case hadn't 
met Jay herself at that point, 
and on her return from seeing him for the first time, 

stopped at a phone box...
yes.. we did use them, then,
to excitedly inform me
"You are perfect for each other, 
your temperaments match each other completely."

Something happened..to this day I don't know what it was,
 whereby, although we had met Jay a few times 
he had never been to the house and 
stayed.

I felt they were trying to move 
him from his foster placement quickly, 
for some reason known only to them 
and on one of my visits the social worker
 asked if I would take Jay home
 the next time I came to see him. 

This was only a few days later.


I trundled over in my yellow 2cv, 
which was to later become such a huge part of our lives,
out and about all over the place.
I bought this lamp when I stopped off on the way to bring Jay home all those years ago..It became his night light.
In later years it sat in our window in our house in  Tarrant Street and when it was on friends knew we were around and meant they could drop by for a glass of wine!

 When I arrived he had pulled all his pictures off the wall 
and was packed and ready.
Taking my hand he said
" Come on Mum, lets go"

He was 4 years old at the time.




It all happened it a whirl and when I arrived home I was almost in shock.
This little girl adored Jay.
She was  also adopted and lived near us and our families became firm friends.
Her parents put us on to the adoption society we met Jay through.

Micky Mouse was the one item Jay still had from his birth mother.
He still has it, to this day, and Micky now resides in California

I was working at a play school at the time and thought I would be brilliant.
But brilliant doesn't happen overnight and  I am now a firm believer 
that post natal depression isn't entirely a physical thing.

Also, you expect, I expected,  to feel a huge surge of love immediately.
It doesn't always just happen, like a bolt from the blue.
It grows and like all relationships, you get out what you put in.

Suddenly, here I was with a little person 24 hours a day.
It was quite a shock to the system.
I was emotional all the time, 
feeling I wasn't making a good enough job of things.

I didn't really know what he ate, his likes and dislikes.

I struggled to feed him...I had never really cooked convenience food,
 was deeply entrenched in cooking whole foods  
and found that he was used to stuff coming out of tins and boxes.

I remember in desperation asking him
" Well, what DO you like?"
and in a quiet little voice he replied,
" I like cheesecake"




Thanks be , I thought and proceeded to make the whole thing, as usual, from scratch.

Jay didn't like it and barely touched it.

" I thought you said you liked cheescake?"

" Yes, but out of a packet!"



We got through those early hurdles and somewhere along the line,  
actually very soon after,
 I realised I loved this little boy, 
more than I had loved anyone in my life.

And that's the point I wanted to make....I never in a million years thought you could have such strength of feeling for a child that you had not produced yourself.
Prior to that, I had spent years weeping and wailing and feeling such intense jealousy
 for all my friends who seemed to be having babies with ease.



Jay and I went from strength to strength.
Our relationship so strong that when he was at college 
he came home one day and proclaimed,

" My mates at college are so jealous of our relationship"

"Why Jay?"

" Because it's so strong and they don't have that with their own mothers"

" How do they know?"

" Ma, they just see us together"



Over the years, I have been so proud of my Jay's achievements.




From an early age he took a huge interest in clothes,

loved his skateboard, loved to travel.

After working for a menswear fashion degree,

at the local Northbrook College,and graduating with flying colours,

( incidentally, the first college in Europe to offer this degree)

 he just went from strength to strength.

Determined to end up in NYC..against all odds he got there.
Not the first time, when he borrowed money to get out there for interviews.

On his return, he said they felt he was good,

but needed more experience.
"So Jay, what are you going to do next?"

" Get more experience , of course"

and he did...through sheer hard work, gritty determination,
and talent, he went to NYC via Ecko Unltd.
He not only gained experience there, 
he gained himself the

gorgeous Krista, 
his wife .
Look at him now, a successful menswear designer in California.

When he first went there he was designing for


...a skateboard company..funny hey?

After all the years he hurtled round on his own board.
Jay and Krista after he proposed to her in Arundel
birth brothers re-united


the first time they had all got together

Nass and I miss him terribly.

Oh! I forgot to tell you, I gained even more out of this than a wonderful child.

When by ex husband and I divorced about 20 years ago,
I became entrenched in the school PTA to keep me busy.


We organised a massive Summer Ball and hence I 
was spending more and more time at Jay's school.

So, my bonus was.....

going out with the gorgeous PE teacher 

who I subsequently married and who became
 a loving stepfather adoring Jay as much as I do.

and Adoption Day?
Its the day you go to court to make it all official.

Jay wrote a note to the judge to sway the man to let him stay with us.
I still have that note and to this day and it still makes me well up.

Adoption Day 
has been celebrated every year since.
As important to us, as a birthday

If you are considering adoption..really, really, go and find out about it.
Be patient, its a lot of interviews and social workers poking into all areas of your life.
But...a million times over..its worth it


gorgeous boy.. now a gorgeous young man

So


Happy Adoption Day

to our wonderful son








The wedding of the year


Jay designed his wedding suit...every attention to detail was looked at...even the cuff links were vintage UK sixpences






Here's the link to the video.

you WILL need a box of Kleenex

Ha Ha







Have a great day.

Me? 

I have a house full of chests of drawers and
 Victorian Bamboo to finish working on.


It's been quiet because of Christmas,
but very soon our US trade customers
 will be travelling this way and we are busily
 filling our warehouse/ showroom.


I am thinking of Spring being around the corner and using pale  beautiful colours..........



fish decoupage on chests of drawers are always popular.


By the way, in this months
BBC Homes and Antiques Magazine
they have an article on 101
courses you would most like to do,
ours is the first one on their list,and I am not saying that's because we are the best,
that's not the case
they are all wonderful,
but  it really is great for us ,
to be at the top.




Ha Ha they have called me effervescent  restorer, Brenda Nassarian
must have been all that sparkling wine I drank at Christmas.


All our course details are on the website


Have a wonderful day

www.arundeleccentrics.com

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